January 2010
22 posts
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Get out of my dreams!
Dear Colin,
Please get the heck out of my dreams. Last night’s one was upsetting and even though I’m now awake and know it was just a dream, it still hurts.
Not only that, but you got my best friend caught up in it. She would never have an affair with you, so if you could kindly please not let my subconscious think otherwise, I would be grateful.
Regards,
The wife you abandoned for...
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Twins →
I woke up today at about 12:30pm. I checked my phone and there sat a text from Colin. The content?
He’s having twins.
My initial reactions:
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The world is laughing at me
This made everything feel so much more real:
He’s having twins with her.
You have got to be kidding me??
I have nothing to be jealous about. She'll never...
happinessisawarmgun:
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Ask
So, anything to ask me? Go to http://neverwantedthat.tumblr.com/ask/ :D
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Erratic →
I wish Colin wasn’t so erratic. We had a really nice phone call yesterday and he seemed like he wishes he could be out of his current situation. He said he misses “the old days”. And yet after…
Crying in the shower →
I’ve decided that in the shower is the best place to let my emotions surface. My tears get washed away and I step out of the shower feeling fresh.
Yesterday I was showering when I suddenly felt…
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TWENTY MOTHERFUCKING TWO. (22) :| wat
Pfft, I’m going to be 23 this year. Phew, guess it’s a good thing that I’ll be spending more than half of this...
December 2009
9 posts
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A New Year →
I’ve never been one for making new year resolutions. I don’t see the point. If I can’t motivate myself to do something, what difference is the calendar ticking over to the next day going to make?
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Just think pizza →
Can’t remember the equation for the volume of a cylinder? Just think pizza!
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SynchTube →
This site is a fantastic idea. You can watch videos in sync with your friends and chat about it down the side. You don’t have to register, which is great (a lot of sites make you register for no reason).
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Finally getting my own life →
Since Colin and I met, my whole life has been about him. I lost contact with my friends and even my family. I stopped going to church, which I should have seen as a massive red flag waving in my…
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21 and getting divorced →
Hello,
I am a 21 year old woman and about to divorce my husband. Please don’t think badly of me for this, I have every reason to divorce him.
About 2 months ago he left without talking about…
clientsfromhell:
Client: Can you un-blur the background on this photo?
Me: Unblur?
Client: Yeah, I want the whole image to be super sharp. I don’t particularly care for that whole deep field thing you keep telling me about.
Me: You mean depth of field?
Client: Yeah, whatever. Just unblur it.
Me: That’s impossible.
Client: I’ve seen it done on CSI.
When they do that on CSI, I get so very...
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Free
I must make it heard, How I’m free as a bird, What I thought was so good, Is now understood, To be something vile, Now I’m not in denial. But do not be sad, For I feel rather glad.
You see, my friend, I am on the mend. My heart, once torn, By that ugly thorn, Is now free of a thing, That belonged in the bin. It is now repairing, The hurt it was bearing.
I’m sad at...
